I asked to all of my friend "what is your first impression to me?" and most of them said that... "You're so ignore with everybody beside you, you look so cruel, cynical, never have a talk with somebody beside you" BLAAABLAAABLA! And the conclusion isss... First impression mereka dulu itu gue cewe diem tapi menyeramkan. Karna banyak yang bilang, aku kalo ngeliat orang sinis banget! OHNO! TIDAKKK!!! Padahal akunya biasa aja sumpah Ya Allah:( aku gaada niatan jadi bopung (hwakakakakak) yang suka ngeliatin anak dengan soksokan kayak mau ngajak ribut ew. Emang aku kaya gt? Enggasih perasaan-_- so aku nyoba ramah ke semua orang, nyoba ga judes, nyoba make convo first altough I'm so hate with it yeay taibacot:)
*LANJUT KE FIRST IMPRESSION*
Then I asked to them again "according to you, am I different with past and now?". Then most of them said "So different dude!!! Now your mouth is like a TOA! You're so noisy, you can't silent just for 5 minutes except when you're sad or bored" (hwakakakakak) pas tau kaya gitu rasanya... Pengen banget jadi bocah kalem gitu yang gasuka teriak teriak (sekalian menghemat suara) HEUHHEUHHEUHH=D and so many my family (terutama bokap) said "hey, you've 14th. You've been mature! Don't act like a child! You should silent! Don't be childish" hwakakakakakakak:D
Then I ever asked to my brother "did you know why I still single until now?" and you know what he said? "cause they're fear with you! You're look like a crazy tiger! When you're silent, your eyes look like a cruel tiger! And when your mouth scream out, you're look like a hungry tiger lol" HAHAHAHAHA LOL shit damn! I don't know what should I do-.- but yeah, this is the real of me! If you can't receive all of this, so far away, don't go back and never judge me dude:)
AND THE CONCLUSION IS...
I just need friend who can receive me just the way I am:) Insya Allah I'll love them so much just the way they are like they love me hohoho lol. I don't need the fucking friend who just come to me cause they look from my cover and physically woqhay choyB-)
GUTBAIII:* (???)
